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a playlist running on my lappy... de  music catch up my heart and soul.. i still feel de pain inside of myself.. de way of us not like before.. time passing through makes me feel jealous fer everyting dat cannot be mine.. many tings have change and me too.. i prefer stand as wat i am today because it teach me how to be strong.. tings makes me worst and exhausted fuckin damn.. walking at de beach makes me feel better wiff closed eyes and feel de world.. de really world of i am.. sound of de air makes  me realize how wonderful my day even though it hurts me deeply much... watching people around, makes me act like a stranger to  myself.. i recover dis and dat, put everyting as an important but it seem hard to see.. i can feel each drops of my tears, it is full of story.. you people can only say but to understand, just only me.. give me a clue so dat i will get de steps to move on... give me de strength and  i will answering wiff no doubt wen everybody questioning... and i start feel de big hug of tired...