expect

i'm not a complicated gurlfwend 
i dun expect u to text me 24/7
i dun expect u to call me every day
i dun expect u 
to put me in front of ur boys
i dun expect u to ditch 
all your girl best friends for me
i dun expect u to surprise me wiff roses
i dun expect u to buy me 
de world on my burffday
i dun expect u 
to owiss agree wiff wat i say
i dun expect u to pay for everytin
i dun expect u to go out of ur way 
and buy all de tings dat i mention i wanna
i dun expect u 
to put me over ur family
i dun expect u to brag bout me 
to all ur fwends
i dun  expect u to believe 
i’m de best gurlfwend in de whole world
i dun expect u to neva mention 
a hot girl in front of me
i dun expect u to alredy noe wat i want
i dun expect u to neva be mad at me
i just expect u to be trustworthy
to trust me
to neva take me for granted 
like i won’t take u for granted
to owiss be real wiff me
to keep equality between us
and to love me..
dats all

hope


i certainly hope
dat my stars power
can bump dis
hearin' all de way up to

words

kebenaran sebuah kata
walaupun ianya semudah 1, 2, 3..
tapi maksudnya 1001 rahsia..
kasih yang terlalu kuat
rasa yang terlalu mendalam
sayang yang tinggi mengunung
tak mungkin hilang dengan satu kerdipan mata
tak mungkin terpadam dengan sebuah luahan rasa
tak mungkin kan pergi bersama air mata
love take courage

namun disebaliknya
terdapat pegangan yang sangat rapuh
yang bisa menjatuhkan
yang akan mengoyahkan
bila jalan lurus mule menyediakan simpang
tatkala itu pilihan harus dibuat..

setiap yang datang pasti ada hikmahnya
setiap yang pergi ada rahmatnya..
pilihan yang ada sekarang 
pilihan terbaik untuk selamanya..
insyallah..


hey dude..
tengs ya lover  <3
keepin de promises
pray de best for us  ;))

tings dat i miss

addicted to heels..
walaupun suda tinggi tetapi masih pakai heels yang tinggi
pantang jumpe mesti nak beli..
hampir setiap bulan ader heels yang baru
tapi skunk xde da..
biler terpandang jer heels, dapat pegang jer..
bukan xmampu nak beli..
maybe len kali..
teringin sangat2 nak pakai heels...
macam dulu..
biler tengok orang len boley pakai heels..
rase seronoknyer.. best gilew..
at least ader orang boley pakai heels..
walaupun bukan saya  ;))
sumtime sedey pun ader...
nanti nak pakai heels lagi..
macam dulu..

loves heels so much...

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i miss my old tyme shopping
wiff my shopoholic gurl...
every week mesti kua shopping
klu xshopping kua jalan2..
g sane, g sni..
lepak sane lepak sni....
miss my old frend 
ouh happy wiff de gurls...


ouh gurl..
miss u'oll so much
they make my day colorful..
bring me smile and laff wiff a lot of stories


girl dat i love most among others..
teach me wat life it is...
wiff all her experiences..


hey auntie, love ya  ;))

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my classmates yang suda lame xjumpe
rindoo dengan zaman persekolahan....
rindoo untuk beruniform dan kene leter
rindoo untuk ke lab ber"experiment"
rindoo nak beratur ramai2 dekat dataran
nyanyi lagu sekolah dan negaraku..
rindoo kene marah ngan cikgu


wiff chemistry teacher, pn.norizan


wiff ustaz amirul, guru kelas

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to be continue...

setahun hanya sekali

ramadhan suda pergi..
semoga jumpe lagi ya taon depan...
i'm gonna miss u RAMADHAN..

syawal suda tiba...
ouh, i'm glad u here SYAWAL...
RAMADHAN, tengs ya 
sebab hantar SYAWAL
dekat saya...

satu pagi dhari raya...

bersama MEREKA 
di hari LEBARAN















selamat hari raya 
mohon maaf ya buat semua..

thinkin'



picture perfect memories
 scattered all around the floor
reaching for the phone cause
i can't fight it any more
and i wonder if i ever cross your mind
for me it happens all the time...

it's a quarter after one
 i'm all alone
and i need you now...
i said i wouldn't call
but i lost all control
and i need you now...
and i don't know how
 i can do without
 i just need you now…

another shot of whiskey
 can't stop looking at the door
wishing you'd come sweeping
in the way you did before
and i wonder if I ever cross your mind
for me it happens all the time...

it's a quarter after one
 i'm a little drunk
and i need you now...
i said i wouldn't call
but i lost all control
and i need you now.
and i don't know how
 i can do without
 i just need you now…

i guess i'd rather hurt
than feel nothing 
at all...

i just need you now.
ouh baby i need you now...

foe de rest of my life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know...
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
And there's a couple words I want to say...

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you
loving you...
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I
I`ll be there for you...

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
And theres a couple word I want to say

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

I know that deep in my heart..


a week before ramadhan leave

second day fastin wif my family..
and i'm happy here
wiff them..
together we as a family..
do many tings today..
yesterday out wiff de siblings...
kyna, me, akhmal and hakim..
cari baju rayer foe de two little boy..
penat memusing ..
ke sana sini..
kejap ader kaler tapi xde size..
kejap ader size tapi wane lak xmatch..
traffic jam jangan cakap la..
sesak sana sini..
nak gerak, adoiyai...
faham-faham sendiri la..
by de way, my 1st sis are not here..
she need to work foe a few days
before the eid comes..
dun wury sis, we here waitin foe u keyh..

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my second day fastin without him
wah, very different
normally he wake me up
and fastin break wiff him too
but now, we are in our hometown
waitin foe de eid come..
ouh dear, nak rindoo boley??

JIWA

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