till death

loves shouldn't be told out loud, 

it should just remain between the two of us...

thought

 who would have thought 

something so small 

so could be everlasting... 

something so minute 

would be the thing 

i spent most days 

waiting for... 

do i

What is the real reason you are confused right now? 

you!!! 

Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? 

yes 

Do you find it easy to trust others? 

no, too hard 

What were you doing at 11PM last night? 

walked around uptown 

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? 

cry, shout and scream 

Are you close with your dad? 

yes, i am 

What are you listening to? 

when i was your man by bruno mars  

What time do you go to bed? 

no fix time 

Is there someone who continuously lets you down? 

nobody knows 

Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? 

yes when i'm using nokia 3310 

Do you always answer your texts? 

no 

Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? 

yes when i can't find the answer 

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? 

dua minggu lepas 

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? 

the family 

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? 

the coming vacation 

Is anyone else in the room with you? 

yes, my roomate 

Do you believe what goes around comes around? 

Allah s.w.t. itu maha mengetahui segalanya 

Were you happier four months ago than you are now? 

i can't remember it 

In the past week, have you cried? 

no 

What colour is the shirt you are wearing now? 

soft blue 

Is anyone ignoring you right now? 

surely yes sebab everybody busy w their phone, movie, internet 

Do you have a best friend? 

yes 

Who was your last call from? 

mrs. papa 

Have you ever kissed someone older than you? 

yes, family 

How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? 

50++ 

Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? 

certain thing should not be told 

Do you think age matters in relationships? 

no 

Are you available? 

i'm not looking for any title yet 

Do you regret anything? 

yes and some of thing i wish it never happen 

Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? 

too much 

What was the last thing you ate? 

ayam penyet padang jawa 

Did you get any compliments today? 

yes, when we off for dinner 

Where are you going on your next vacation? 

iAllah bali 

What was the last movie you saw? 

flight 

Picture of yourself? 

simple and plain 

What do you most like about making out? 

your favourite 

What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? 

when i got caught looked at your face secretly 

What is your astrological sign? 

gemini 

Name four things that you wish you had: 

house w glass, my favy car, money and family 

Do you currently have feelings for anyone? 

everybody have feeling that never or can't be told 

test

from right side aku dah boleh nampak habuk yang setebal 5 inci *nak lawan high heels aku* and from left corner aku da nampak hasil kerja seni yang sangat unik dari en.spiderman yang sedang bermaharajalela dekat blog aku.. hahahhah~ by the way, belated welcoming december 2012... lama sangat tak menjenguk blog aku nie.. really busy these past few weeks and till now i'm still busy tapi dah ketagih sangat nak exercise jari-jemari aku yang tak berapa nak runcing nie.. hehehehehe~ so, dis week gonna be week last before study week begin for final examination.. seriously aku rasa tak sabar nak habiskan minggu nie and nak cuti terus, xnak amik final paper... kihkihkih~ so today i'm done with two test which ethics and critical thinking.. the coming tomorrow gonna be tough because law paper sedang menunggu dengan senyuman lebar bersama dimple yang paling menawan dengan harapan akan membuatkan corporate and policy studies student happy forever.. ouh noooo!!! semangat yang tersangat kental di samping usaha yang tinggi menggunung diperlukan dengan segera... tiada soalan bocor... nota, text book, slides and tutorial question disediakan... *macam advertisement cari penyewa* lalalalalalalala~ but now buku x bukak pun, buat bende lain je lebih... *kuciwa dengan diri sendiri*... now, i'm off to lunch.. till then, xoxo... 

bestnya kalau otak aku macam tue.. tak payah banyak2 kali baca buku...
sure sekarang bole g bersantai dekat bali bersama pakej percutian 3 hari 2 malam untuk dua orang secara percuma.. hahahah~

to see the stars

i wish you were a book 

so i could flip through your pages and 

underline my favourite things about you... 

fold your pages' corner and 

tell my friends about how wonderful you are... 

i would save you in my bookshelf 

next to my bed 

where i come to escape reality and 

dream of things beautifully that make me happy... 

i would read you again, again and again 

as if you were the only book i've got and 

i would take you everywhere with me because 

you would make me happy with 

the way you choose your words and 

how sweetly you let them flow through paper... 

 

only in the darkness , you are able to see the stars... 

terhenti air matanya

hati perempuan itu terlalu istimewa hinggakan kadang amat sukar untuk kita meramal apa yang berada di dalamnya... kadang kita merasakan amat dekat hatinya pada kita tapi sebenarnya langsung kita tidak tahu apa yang bermain di dalam fikirannya hinggakan kadang kita tak langsung menduga apa yang sedang difikirannya walau kadang bicaranya seolah tiada rasa, namun sebenarnya amat jauh dari dunia sendiri..

jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu bersedih dan makan hati hingga tiada usaha untuk membetulkan keadaan dan menjelaskan perkara sebenar kerana pasti akan ada seseorang yang cuba membuatnya tersenyum dan ketawa... jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu merasakan kesunyian dan terabai kerana pasti akan ada bisikan yang mengodanya untuk mencari keserasian kerana mereka sangat memerlukan perhatian... mereka tidak mendengar apa yang dikeluh... mereka tidak melihat dengan mata walau memandang... mereka hanya tahu satu kisah tapi tidak langsung mengerti akan rasa... kadang kita mampu melihat air mata yang mengalir, seolah ianya telah hilang satu kekuatan diri... 

jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu bersedih dan menangis... 

jika dibiarkan, terhenti air matanya setelah letih 

seolah hatinya juga telah tawar dan pudar...

aween's birthday shout!!!

you have been the oldest friend i have... 

thank you for being such a lump of sugar to me, aween... 

and no matter how horribly we fight, 

the truth is that i have always loved you and always will... 

my dearest friend, wish you a very warm and happy birthday... 

i feel blessed to have a friends and sister like you... 

you have always been there whenever, i was in need... 

i can never thank you enough for the joyous times that we shared... 

on your special day, 

i wish you an awesome birthday and a great life ahead... 

may you achieve and get, all you ever wish for...

may you always be happy in life... 

i love you, my sweet friend... 

happy birthday dear friend, nurul hazwin abdul halim

maal hijrah

alhamdulillah kerana masih diberi kesempatan untuk meraikan kedatangan Maal Hijrah... semoga kehadiran tahun baru Islam ini akan lebih memberi aku kekuatan, kesabaran, keikhlasan dan ketenangan untuk melalui perjalanan hidup sebagai seorang anak, seorang kakak, seorang adik, seorang kawan, seorang pelajar dan seorang umat Islam yang lebih baik... banyak yang telah dilupakan dan ditinggalkan dalam mengejar keindahan dunia... semoga keberkatan itu datang bersama keindahan awal muharram... yang pergi akan tetap terus pergi dan yang datang harus tetap dihadapi... semoga Dia terus melindungi dan menjaga dalam setiap pilihan dan langkah untuk mendapatkan yang terbaik... 

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, 

today is a gift and that's why it's called the present of Muharram

the wrong choices

i learned that things 

don't always turn out the way you planned, 

or the way you think they should... 

i've learned that there are things 

that go wrong, don't always get fixed 

or get put back together the way they were before... 

i've learned that some broken things stay broken, 

i've learned that you can get through bad times 

and keep looking for better ones... 

what's done is done... 

what is gone is gone... 

don't leave much room in future 

for people who left us in the past... 

sometimes the wrong choices take us to the right places

how beautiful the sky is

no one says what they really feel, 

they always hold it inside... 

they're sad but they don't cry... 

they're happy but they don't dance or sing... 

they're angry but they don't scream... 

life isn't only about the destination, 

but the journey that gets us there... 

in life, there are 4 things you can't get back... 

the love after it's give... 

the word after it's said... 

the action after it's done... 

and the time after it has passed... 

everyone walks with their heads down 

and no one sees how beautiful the sky is...

sometimes the question is simple

sometimes people come into your life 

and you know right away 

that they were meant to be there, 

to serve some sort of purpose, 

teach you a lesson, 

or help you figure out who you are 

and or who you want to become... 

you never know who these people may be 

but when you lock eyes with them, 

you know at the very moment 

that they will affect your life in some profound way... 

the moment you flip a coin, 

you know what your decision is... 

not because of the side it landed 

but because in the few seconds the coin was in the air, 

you knew what you wanted...

sometimes the question is simple 

but the answer is complicated...