to see the stars

i wish you were a book 

so i could flip through your pages and 

underline my favourite things about you... 

fold your pages' corner and 

tell my friends about how wonderful you are... 

i would save you in my bookshelf 

next to my bed 

where i come to escape reality and 

dream of things beautifully that make me happy... 

i would read you again, again and again 

as if you were the only book i've got and 

i would take you everywhere with me because 

you would make me happy with 

the way you choose your words and 

how sweetly you let them flow through paper... 

 

only in the darkness , you are able to see the stars... 

terhenti air matanya

hati perempuan itu terlalu istimewa hinggakan kadang amat sukar untuk kita meramal apa yang berada di dalamnya... kadang kita merasakan amat dekat hatinya pada kita tapi sebenarnya langsung kita tidak tahu apa yang bermain di dalam fikirannya hinggakan kadang kita tak langsung menduga apa yang sedang difikirannya walau kadang bicaranya seolah tiada rasa, namun sebenarnya amat jauh dari dunia sendiri..

jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu bersedih dan makan hati hingga tiada usaha untuk membetulkan keadaan dan menjelaskan perkara sebenar kerana pasti akan ada seseorang yang cuba membuatnya tersenyum dan ketawa... jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu merasakan kesunyian dan terabai kerana pasti akan ada bisikan yang mengodanya untuk mencari keserasian kerana mereka sangat memerlukan perhatian... mereka tidak mendengar apa yang dikeluh... mereka tidak melihat dengan mata walau memandang... mereka hanya tahu satu kisah tapi tidak langsung mengerti akan rasa... kadang kita mampu melihat air mata yang mengalir, seolah ianya telah hilang satu kekuatan diri... 

jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu bersedih dan menangis... 

jika dibiarkan, terhenti air matanya setelah letih 

seolah hatinya juga telah tawar dan pudar...

aween's birthday shout!!!

you have been the oldest friend i have... 

thank you for being such a lump of sugar to me, aween... 

and no matter how horribly we fight, 

the truth is that i have always loved you and always will... 

my dearest friend, wish you a very warm and happy birthday... 

i feel blessed to have a friends and sister like you... 

you have always been there whenever, i was in need... 

i can never thank you enough for the joyous times that we shared... 

on your special day, 

i wish you an awesome birthday and a great life ahead... 

may you achieve and get, all you ever wish for...

may you always be happy in life... 

i love you, my sweet friend... 

happy birthday dear friend, nurul hazwin abdul halim

maal hijrah

alhamdulillah kerana masih diberi kesempatan untuk meraikan kedatangan Maal Hijrah... semoga kehadiran tahun baru Islam ini akan lebih memberi aku kekuatan, kesabaran, keikhlasan dan ketenangan untuk melalui perjalanan hidup sebagai seorang anak, seorang kakak, seorang adik, seorang kawan, seorang pelajar dan seorang umat Islam yang lebih baik... banyak yang telah dilupakan dan ditinggalkan dalam mengejar keindahan dunia... semoga keberkatan itu datang bersama keindahan awal muharram... yang pergi akan tetap terus pergi dan yang datang harus tetap dihadapi... semoga Dia terus melindungi dan menjaga dalam setiap pilihan dan langkah untuk mendapatkan yang terbaik... 

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, 

today is a gift and that's why it's called the present of Muharram

the wrong choices

i learned that things 

don't always turn out the way you planned, 

or the way you think they should... 

i've learned that there are things 

that go wrong, don't always get fixed 

or get put back together the way they were before... 

i've learned that some broken things stay broken, 

i've learned that you can get through bad times 

and keep looking for better ones... 

what's done is done... 

what is gone is gone... 

don't leave much room in future 

for people who left us in the past... 

sometimes the wrong choices take us to the right places

how beautiful the sky is

no one says what they really feel, 

they always hold it inside... 

they're sad but they don't cry... 

they're happy but they don't dance or sing... 

they're angry but they don't scream... 

life isn't only about the destination, 

but the journey that gets us there... 

in life, there are 4 things you can't get back... 

the love after it's give... 

the word after it's said... 

the action after it's done... 

and the time after it has passed... 

everyone walks with their heads down 

and no one sees how beautiful the sky is...

sometimes the question is simple

sometimes people come into your life 

and you know right away 

that they were meant to be there, 

to serve some sort of purpose, 

teach you a lesson, 

or help you figure out who you are 

and or who you want to become... 

you never know who these people may be 

but when you lock eyes with them, 

you know at the very moment 

that they will affect your life in some profound way... 

the moment you flip a coin, 

you know what your decision is... 

not because of the side it landed 

but because in the few seconds the coin was in the air, 

you knew what you wanted...

sometimes the question is simple 

but the answer is complicated...

not because i have much

sometimes when things aren't going my way, 

i'm try so hard to make the impossible happen... 

i want to believe that maybe they'll come around 

but there comes a point 

where i need to draw the line in the sand 

and face the fact, 

that i'm the only one that wants it...

at the end of the day, 

it's not about what you have 

or even what you've accomplished... 

it's about what you've done 

with those accomplishments... 

its about who you've lifted up, 

who you've made better... 

it about what you've given back... 

i learned to give not because i have much 

but because i know exactly how it feels to have nothing...

it will soon get dark...

sometime in life 

you need to just take a step back 

and see where all the pieces fall... 

in that time you will see 

what is important and 

what never was... 

be thankful for all the struggles you go through... 

they make you stronger, wiser and humble... 

life is too short to be sad all the time, 

so laugh everyday, smile when you want to cry, 

love the ones that care for you, 

forget the ones that don't, 

hang out with friends whenever possible, 

regret nothing because at one time it was everything you wanted, 

never backstab someone cause they will backstab you back, 

and just live life to the fullest because you only get one life...

'enjoy the light because it will soon get dark'

mrs. suffian birthday shout!!!

you've been there for me every time 

to save me from trouble, 

to make sure i am grounded, 

to give me the best gift possible, 

to give me the right advice, 

to keep me away from vices, 

to make a good fool out of me and have fun... 

in short, you've been the best sister ever... 

you gave, shared and snatched... 

you made me smile, cry and fight... 

but you never ceased to love, care and bother... 

i hope in the future 

holds more happiness, joys, surprises and good times for you... 

and a few pillow fights wouldn't do much harm... hahaha~ 

i will always love you for this, my sister... 

may Allah bless you with all your desire,  

wishing you a great blast birthday ksya... 

someone

as i close my eyes and as the moon greets me, 

please come into my arms and leave you with me...

it's been on my mind for a while 

got to let it out from my heart before 

it's too late... 

every time i see you, i smile 

i've said it hundreds of times 

you’re the love of my life 

in the world of lies, my burdened soul 

i only believe in you 

sometimes you get anxious that my heart will change 

i smiled and said nothing like that would happen 

a never ending path, my empty heart 

the only path i’ll take is yours 

sometimes i hate myself when i second guess myself 

today i wipe you away from my life again... 

even if i cheat, don't ever cheat me back 

even if i forget you, don't ever forget me 

sometimes when i don't text even call 

by chance if i ever meet eyes with another person, 

you only look at me... 

you stayed up all night again and waited for me 

you told me with your tears that 

you think my heart changed 

but i said my feelings for you are still the same 

all those nights we were together 

i think it’ll be hard for me without you 

because of you, i find it hard to breathe 

endless struggle, long sighs 

the only path i’ll take is yours 

i hate that i’m starting to get tired of you 

without thinking, i forget you again... 

i know that i can’t make up my mind 

in all of my meaningless time 

like this i become worse, dear 

i want you to stay innocent forever 

this is the truth, my belief in you 

even if you go, please don’t leave me... 

you can't called me yours and you're not mine too..

we just blow each other by winds and warmth relationship...