test

from right side aku dah boleh nampak habuk yang setebal 5 inci *nak lawan high heels aku* and from left corner aku da nampak hasil kerja seni yang sangat unik dari en.spiderman yang sedang bermaharajalela dekat blog aku.. hahahhah~ by the way, belated welcoming december 2012... lama sangat tak menjenguk blog aku nie.. really busy these past few weeks and till now i'm still busy tapi dah ketagih sangat nak exercise jari-jemari aku yang tak berapa nak runcing nie.. hehehehehe~ so, dis week gonna be week last before study week begin for final examination.. seriously aku rasa tak sabar nak habiskan minggu nie and nak cuti terus, xnak amik final paper... kihkihkih~ so today i'm done with two test which ethics and critical thinking.. the coming tomorrow gonna be tough because law paper sedang menunggu dengan senyuman lebar bersama dimple yang paling menawan dengan harapan akan membuatkan corporate and policy studies student happy forever.. ouh noooo!!! semangat yang tersangat kental di samping usaha yang tinggi menggunung diperlukan dengan segera... tiada soalan bocor... nota, text book, slides and tutorial question disediakan... *macam advertisement cari penyewa* lalalalalalalala~ but now buku x bukak pun, buat bende lain je lebih... *kuciwa dengan diri sendiri*... now, i'm off to lunch.. till then, xoxo... 

bestnya kalau otak aku macam tue.. tak payah banyak2 kali baca buku...
sure sekarang bole g bersantai dekat bali bersama pakej percutian 3 hari 2 malam untuk dua orang secara percuma.. hahahah~

to see the stars

i wish you were a book 

so i could flip through your pages and 

underline my favourite things about you... 

fold your pages' corner and 

tell my friends about how wonderful you are... 

i would save you in my bookshelf 

next to my bed 

where i come to escape reality and 

dream of things beautifully that make me happy... 

i would read you again, again and again 

as if you were the only book i've got and 

i would take you everywhere with me because 

you would make me happy with 

the way you choose your words and 

how sweetly you let them flow through paper... 

 

only in the darkness , you are able to see the stars... 

terhenti air matanya

hati perempuan itu terlalu istimewa hinggakan kadang amat sukar untuk kita meramal apa yang berada di dalamnya... kadang kita merasakan amat dekat hatinya pada kita tapi sebenarnya langsung kita tidak tahu apa yang bermain di dalam fikirannya hinggakan kadang kita tak langsung menduga apa yang sedang difikirannya walau kadang bicaranya seolah tiada rasa, namun sebenarnya amat jauh dari dunia sendiri..

jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu bersedih dan makan hati hingga tiada usaha untuk membetulkan keadaan dan menjelaskan perkara sebenar kerana pasti akan ada seseorang yang cuba membuatnya tersenyum dan ketawa... jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu merasakan kesunyian dan terabai kerana pasti akan ada bisikan yang mengodanya untuk mencari keserasian kerana mereka sangat memerlukan perhatian... mereka tidak mendengar apa yang dikeluh... mereka tidak melihat dengan mata walau memandang... mereka hanya tahu satu kisah tapi tidak langsung mengerti akan rasa... kadang kita mampu melihat air mata yang mengalir, seolah ianya telah hilang satu kekuatan diri... 

jangan biarkan wanita yang berada disisimu bersedih dan menangis... 

jika dibiarkan, terhenti air matanya setelah letih 

seolah hatinya juga telah tawar dan pudar...

aween's birthday shout!!!

you have been the oldest friend i have... 

thank you for being such a lump of sugar to me, aween... 

and no matter how horribly we fight, 

the truth is that i have always loved you and always will... 

my dearest friend, wish you a very warm and happy birthday... 

i feel blessed to have a friends and sister like you... 

you have always been there whenever, i was in need... 

i can never thank you enough for the joyous times that we shared... 

on your special day, 

i wish you an awesome birthday and a great life ahead... 

may you achieve and get, all you ever wish for...

may you always be happy in life... 

i love you, my sweet friend... 

happy birthday dear friend, nurul hazwin abdul halim

maal hijrah

alhamdulillah kerana masih diberi kesempatan untuk meraikan kedatangan Maal Hijrah... semoga kehadiran tahun baru Islam ini akan lebih memberi aku kekuatan, kesabaran, keikhlasan dan ketenangan untuk melalui perjalanan hidup sebagai seorang anak, seorang kakak, seorang adik, seorang kawan, seorang pelajar dan seorang umat Islam yang lebih baik... banyak yang telah dilupakan dan ditinggalkan dalam mengejar keindahan dunia... semoga keberkatan itu datang bersama keindahan awal muharram... yang pergi akan tetap terus pergi dan yang datang harus tetap dihadapi... semoga Dia terus melindungi dan menjaga dalam setiap pilihan dan langkah untuk mendapatkan yang terbaik... 

yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, 

today is a gift and that's why it's called the present of Muharram

the wrong choices

i learned that things 

don't always turn out the way you planned, 

or the way you think they should... 

i've learned that there are things 

that go wrong, don't always get fixed 

or get put back together the way they were before... 

i've learned that some broken things stay broken, 

i've learned that you can get through bad times 

and keep looking for better ones... 

what's done is done... 

what is gone is gone... 

don't leave much room in future 

for people who left us in the past... 

sometimes the wrong choices take us to the right places

how beautiful the sky is

no one says what they really feel, 

they always hold it inside... 

they're sad but they don't cry... 

they're happy but they don't dance or sing... 

they're angry but they don't scream... 

life isn't only about the destination, 

but the journey that gets us there... 

in life, there are 4 things you can't get back... 

the love after it's give... 

the word after it's said... 

the action after it's done... 

and the time after it has passed... 

everyone walks with their heads down 

and no one sees how beautiful the sky is...

sometimes the question is simple

sometimes people come into your life 

and you know right away 

that they were meant to be there, 

to serve some sort of purpose, 

teach you a lesson, 

or help you figure out who you are 

and or who you want to become... 

you never know who these people may be 

but when you lock eyes with them, 

you know at the very moment 

that they will affect your life in some profound way... 

the moment you flip a coin, 

you know what your decision is... 

not because of the side it landed 

but because in the few seconds the coin was in the air, 

you knew what you wanted...

sometimes the question is simple 

but the answer is complicated...

not because i have much

sometimes when things aren't going my way, 

i'm try so hard to make the impossible happen... 

i want to believe that maybe they'll come around 

but there comes a point 

where i need to draw the line in the sand 

and face the fact, 

that i'm the only one that wants it...

at the end of the day, 

it's not about what you have 

or even what you've accomplished... 

it's about what you've done 

with those accomplishments... 

its about who you've lifted up, 

who you've made better... 

it about what you've given back... 

i learned to give not because i have much 

but because i know exactly how it feels to have nothing...

it will soon get dark...

sometime in life 

you need to just take a step back 

and see where all the pieces fall... 

in that time you will see 

what is important and 

what never was... 

be thankful for all the struggles you go through... 

they make you stronger, wiser and humble... 

life is too short to be sad all the time, 

so laugh everyday, smile when you want to cry, 

love the ones that care for you, 

forget the ones that don't, 

hang out with friends whenever possible, 

regret nothing because at one time it was everything you wanted, 

never backstab someone cause they will backstab you back, 

and just live life to the fullest because you only get one life...

'enjoy the light because it will soon get dark'

mrs. suffian birthday shout!!!

you've been there for me every time 

to save me from trouble, 

to make sure i am grounded, 

to give me the best gift possible, 

to give me the right advice, 

to keep me away from vices, 

to make a good fool out of me and have fun... 

in short, you've been the best sister ever... 

you gave, shared and snatched... 

you made me smile, cry and fight... 

but you never ceased to love, care and bother... 

i hope in the future 

holds more happiness, joys, surprises and good times for you... 

and a few pillow fights wouldn't do much harm... hahaha~ 

i will always love you for this, my sister... 

may Allah bless you with all your desire,  

wishing you a great blast birthday ksya... 

someone

as i close my eyes and as the moon greets me, 

please come into my arms and leave you with me...

it's been on my mind for a while 

got to let it out from my heart before 

it's too late... 

every time i see you, i smile 

i've said it hundreds of times 

you’re the love of my life 

in the world of lies, my burdened soul 

i only believe in you 

sometimes you get anxious that my heart will change 

i smiled and said nothing like that would happen 

a never ending path, my empty heart 

the only path i’ll take is yours 

sometimes i hate myself when i second guess myself 

today i wipe you away from my life again... 

even if i cheat, don't ever cheat me back 

even if i forget you, don't ever forget me 

sometimes when i don't text even call 

by chance if i ever meet eyes with another person, 

you only look at me... 

you stayed up all night again and waited for me 

you told me with your tears that 

you think my heart changed 

but i said my feelings for you are still the same 

all those nights we were together 

i think it’ll be hard for me without you 

because of you, i find it hard to breathe 

endless struggle, long sighs 

the only path i’ll take is yours 

i hate that i’m starting to get tired of you 

without thinking, i forget you again... 

i know that i can’t make up my mind 

in all of my meaningless time 

like this i become worse, dear 

i want you to stay innocent forever 

this is the truth, my belief in you 

even if you go, please don’t leave me... 

you can't called me yours and you're not mine too..

we just blow each other by winds and warmth relationship...

'when' things

things makes me happy without hardly even noticing it:

when the traffic lamp changes to green after a long time. 

when there is no line at the McDonald's counter. 

when i can have picnic and awesome waterfall. 

when i smell good after shower. 

when i go into starbucks and smell my favy great coffee. 

when i can dance and keep dance especially in rainy day. 

when the radio plays my favy song. 

when i lay into my bed and feel like the day is finally over. 

when the alarm clock rings and i notice it's actually weekend. 

when i can stay up late because i'm free the next day. 

when i've got nothing to do but surfing internet. 

when i notice there is only 10 more days until my birthday.

when i got surprise from you. 

when i get a hot drink and beautiful ice-cream. 

when my feet touches sand and eyes meet the sky. 

when my body starts to move for the rhythm of the song. 

when i got the last macau egg tart. 

when i'm feel the warmth and comfortable. 

when i finally find out what to do on a boring afternoon. 

when i wake up and it's sunny outside. 

when i go through my old pictures 

and remember all those things that happened in the past.

little girl

i'm just a little girl 

who wants what she can't have 

who dreams for too much 

who falls for the bad boys 

who speak and tells 

who cries too often 

who eats, eats and eats 

who longs to be loved 

who doesn't see the beauty in herself 

who laughs at things that happened yesterday 

who hides her feelings 

who cares what people think of her 

who believes in others more than herself 

who is looking for her place in this world...

simple letters

life 

4 simple letters, yet so complicated 

beauty 

6 simple letters, yet so hard to see

love 

4 simple letters, yet so confusing 

destiny 

7 simple letters, yet so unpredictable 

feelings 

8 simple letters, yet so unexplainable 

words 

5 simple letters, yet there aren't enough to express 

regrets 

6 simple letters, yet they never seem to disappear 

silence 

7 simple letters, yet it can be so loud 

time 

4 simple letters, yet there is never enough 

sadness 

7 simple letters, yet it lingers everywhere 

pain 

4 simple letters, yet it takes so long to heal 

mistakes 

8 simple letters, yet they can never be erased 

give and gain

what is life about???

it's about giving something... 

the more you give, the more you gain...  

it's about leaving behind... 

a tiny bit better place for our future generations... 

you shouldn't look behind 

because yesterday is already gone... 

you shouldn't look ahead 

because tomorrow may never come... 

in the end life is only about trying to live up 

 to your full potential at this very moment 

because if you waste this moment missing the past 

or staring at the future, 

one day you will wake up feeling sorry... 

one day you will realize that 

you lost the moon while counting the stars... 

 that you lost what you had 

while trying to reach out to what you didn't have...  

whispered

have you wondered which hurts the most??? 

saying something and wishing you hadn't??? 

or saying nothing and wishing you had??? 

i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say... 

don't be afraid to tell someone that you love them... 

if you do, they might break your heart... 

if you don't, you might break theirs... 

have you ever decides not to become taken 

because you were so afraid 

of losing what you already had with that person??? 

your  heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't... 

you can't tell your heart what to do... 

it does it on its own... 

when you least suspect it or even when you don't want it to... 

have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had 

but that other person was too afraid to let you??? 

too many of us stay walled up 

because we are too afraid to care too much... 

for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all... 

have you ever denied your feelings for someone 

because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle??? 

we tell lies when we are afraid... 

afraid of what we don't know... 

afraid of what others will think... 

afraid of what will be found out about us... 

afraid of what will be found out later... 

but every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger... 

life is all about risks and it requires you to jump... 

don't be a person who has to look back 

and wonder what they would have done or could have had... 

what you would do if

every time you fell in love you had to say good bye???

what would you do if

every time you wanted someone they would never be there???

what would you do if

your best friend died tomorrow 

and you never get to tell them how you felt???

would you do if

you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them???

what would you do if

you never got the chance to say i am friends with all of my family

and they know i love them???

people live but people die...

if you died tomorrow, you would be in my heart...

would i be in yours???

if you care about me

as much as i care about you, 

you will stay and send this back...

we might be best friends for one year,

pretty good friends the next year,

don't talk that often the next

and don't want to talk at all the year after that...

so i just wanted to say,

even if i never talk to you again in my life,

you are special to me

and you have made a difference in my life...

i look up to you, respect you,

truly cherish you, most of all i care about you...

syawal 2012

walapun sudah raya ke-9 tapi masih belum terlewat rasanya untuk aku mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri maaf zahir batin ya.. *raya kan sebulan.. heheheh~*sebagai manusia biase, memang aku tak lari dari kekasaran bahasa, tingkah laku yang tidak menyenangkan, terngumpat, terkata, buat orang sekeliling terasa hati, terlebih gurau dan banyak terkurang dalam bermacam-macam hal.. aku minta ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut sampai hujung kaki serta halalkan segalanya dunia akhirat ya.. text raya pun banyak yang aku tak balas, biase la sibuk dengan persiapan raya dan keluarga.. heheheh~ syukur alhamdulillah, raya kali nie masih dapat beraya bersama keluarga dan orang baru, bro-in-law.... persiapan raya sederhana je tapi meriah... biasa la bile semua adik-beradik berkumpul, rumah dah kalah pasar pagi... bising di segenap ruang.. mr. and mrs. papa pun nampak happy sangat sebab my sis, mrs. suffian dapat berhari raya pertama bersama zuha's family.. aku pulak masih dapat duit raya dari family and kawan-kawan... heheheheh~ gambar raya memang tak banyak memandangkan sibuk menguruskan saudara-mara dan keluarga yang datang ke rumah tetapi masih ada sekeping dua untuk dijadikan kenangan syawal 2012...

 zuha's family 

me 

raya tahun nie tak sempat nak pergi open house rumah kawan-kawan memandangkan aku amik short-course dekat shah alam.. busy dengan class and will struggle for final examination this week.. habis je final kene prepare untuk naik sem baru pulak.. anyways, wish me all the best and gudluck for my papers ya.. till then, selamat hari raya :)) 

iftar

setelah berkurun-kurun lama iftar kat luar, baru hari nie aku rase nak tulis tapi yang the latest iftar la ya... hehehehe~ sepanjang ramadhan nie aku selalu berbuka dengan housemates aku, kadang dengan member-member housemates aku... best sangat, kenal orang baru... maybe take time tapi overall sangat sporting.. last monday, august 13th, 2012 aku follow housemates aku g berbuka kat sushi  king dengan classmates dorunx.. dearest farna and zila, #thankyou sebab bawa g makan and jalan-jalan.. ada sorang lagi housemates rumah aku, cda... triple of them memang best and sporting... since aku duduk shah alam, memang triple of them yang selalu bawa aku kuar jalan-jalan, shopping, sport and makan-makan.. xpernah berkira sikit pun dengan aku... kalau aku tak tao pe2, dorunx xpernah la nak kedekut untuk share info dengan aku.. siap bagi penjelasan panjang lebar lagi... kuar dengan mereka rase protective sangat-sangat, tambahan pulak aku paling muda.. heheheeh~ btw, #thankyou syafiq, yana, zila, fizul, fana, ahlam, khalifah and asri for the day..

ramadhan 24

selamat pagi isnin... assalamualaikum ramadhan ke-24... minggu nie minggu terakhir bersama ramadhan sebelum syawal mengambil tempat... perjalanan ramadhan yang terasa sangat singkat dengan percaturan masa yang terlalu pantas... syukur alhamdulillah masih diberi kesempatan menyambut ramadhan 2012... banyak pengalaman baru, kawan baru, cerita baru, suasana baru dan perjalanan baru jugak... #terimakasih buat anda-anda yang ada untuk meraikan ramadhan bersama-sama... dear #housemates, big #thankyou and #bighugs for accepting me for who i am and care for me... dear #family, no matter what, i love all of you really much.. my Allah bless our ramadhan and forgive us for those things that not necessary in our life... semoga kita masih dapat bertemu pada ramadhan-ramadhan yang akan datang dengan izinNya...

sejujurnya, ramadhan kali ini sangat menduga aku sebagai umatnya... bertapa besar ujian yang perlu aku tempuhi... tertunduk, terkedu, terjatuh dan terduduk aku seketika... bertapa aku rasa tidak bernyawa tatkala diberi dugaan sebegitu... rasa dah tak mampu untuk aku teruskan tapi syukur ke hadrat illahi kerana masih diberi peluang untuk memperbetulkan segalanya... #terimakasih atas sokongan dan dorongan yang diberi walaupun tanpa jalan cerita... #thankyou for stay and comfort me... berat sangat bahu memikul segalanya namun ianya bukanlah sebuah beban yang perlu ditolak tarik tapi ianya sebagai pengajaran dan panduan untuk diri sendiri dan masa hadapan... kadang-kala kita rasa kita cukup kuat untuk menempuhi segalanya sendirian tapi hakikatnya kita masih memerlukan orang lain sebagai semangat dan kekuatan untuk kita tetap terus melangkah... semoga setiap yang berlaku ke atas aku memberi aku lebih kekuatan, kesabaran, ketenangan dan juga keyakinan terhadapNya... #terimakasih Ya Allah...

ramadhan

alhamdulillah... sedar tak sedar dah seminggu ramadhan menceriakan tahun 2012.. bukan pertama kali celebrate ramadhan tanpa keluarga tapi kali pertama menyambut ramadhan di shah alam... syukur, semua berjalan baik... semoga kehadiran ramadhan kali ini memberi lebih kekuatan, kesabaran dan ketenangan...

paper

akhirnya, lima paper telah berjaya menanamkan diri mereka ke dalam dewan exam yang penuh gilang-gemilang.. bermula dengan first paper, industry relations then follow by second paper, maths.. third paper is principle, the day after is quality and the fifth paper is law... sangat lega bila akhirnya akan sampai ke paper yang terakhir before memulakan perjalanan cuti semester selama SEMINGGU sahaja.. *claps* my last paper gonna be accounting, next coming friday on 13th july 2010... as usual after the examination ends everybody akan tanya, "how your paper??".. aku dengan confident and muke minta penampar akan jawab, ok la... tapi dalam hati... ohmaigadd.... super duper speaking that, seriously all the paper really-really hit my head!!! *#dushdushdush*

 notes yang telah diringkaskan

teaching slide from lecture

kesimpulannya aku dah berusaha, semoga Allah mempermudahkan segalanya... "if Allah answers your prayer, He is increasing your FAITH... if Allah delays, He is increasing you PATIENCE and if He doesn't answer, He has something BETTER for you..."

spontaneous thursday # 22

#fightingfighting

wordless wednesday # 22

#fightingfighting

girl's ways

when a GIRL is quiet, 

millions of things are running in her mind... 

when a GIRL is not arguing, 

she is thinking deeply... 

when a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions, 

she is wondering how long you will be around... 

when a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, 

she is not at all fine... 

when a GIRL stares at you, 

she is wondering why you are lying... 

when a GIRL lays on your chest, 

she is wishing for you to be hers forever... 

when a GIRL calls you everyday, 

she is seeking for your attention... 

when a GIRL sms's you everyday, 

she wants you to reply at least once... 

when a GIRL says "i love you", 

she really means it... 

when a GIRL says that she can't live without you, 

she has made up her mind that you are her future... 

when a GIRL says "i miss you", 

no one in this world can miss you more than that...

#bighugs #ilove 

final industry

gambar kat atas nie dah macam keadaan aku... *buku bertingkat-tingkat dah kalah mangkuk tingkat kat rumah aku.. hahahaha~* untuk satu subject pun aku dah rase separuh koma... hahahah~ time diploma dulu takde la macam degree... stress memang dah jadi bff aku sekarang nie... mood final exam dah kalah mood euro... setiap hari tido lewat and bangon awal tapi bukan sebab nak tengok spain megalahkan france dengan 2-0 tapi sebab nak study industry... hehehehe~ memang subject nie bunuh aku dari awal-awal semester lagi... time final midterm hari tue pun, dah gugur rambut-rambut gatal aku semata-mata study industry... inikan final yang nak kene cover the whole chapter siap dengan kulit buku lagi.. hahahah~ *botak kepala aku pasni.. hahahah~ * first paper aku jatuh hari khamis nie, 28th june 2012, 9.00 a.m. *may Allah bless me* anyways, wish me luck for my first paper ya... semoga dipermudahkan dan semoga aku terus kuat.. #fightingfighting... 

spontaneous thursday # 21

notakaki: please be REALLY nice to me... 

wordless wednesday # 21

triffle

happy friday all  :))  pagi nie sedar jam 7.45.. ape lagi, kelam kabut gile.. mandi and pakai kemeja pergi fac hari nie.. nak iron baju kurung memang la tersangat tak sempat *malas actually* hahahah~ muke plak memang pakai bedak semata-mata without any make up.. then jam dah 8 lebih so anta mesage awal-awal dekat classmates (nisa and yana) minta reserve tempat untuk aku.. ye la, takot nanti xde tempat, dah la nak kene tunggu bus rapid kat bawah.. if bus rapid lambat macam mane?? buku pun tak kemas lagi kot.. hahahah~ beautiful kan dapat jadi student nie. hahahaha~

malam tadi cite seindah sakura episode last.. even aku tak follow up sangat cite tue tapi layan je la kan.. so sambil-sambil tengok cite seindah sakura, aku pun bersiap untuk keluar dengan WNJ.. jam 7 lebih die dah text aku cakap die on the way.. mak ai, terkejut aku.. awal plak aku rase.. then mule la fikir bukan-bukan.. rase macam die terkejar-kejar sesuatu je so serba-salah jugak la aku kan sebab petang semalam aku minta die bawa aku g beli barang untuk buat triffle... *dalam hati menyesal pun ada* ye la, die dari klang terus shoot amik aku kat shah alam.. *marah diri sendiri* tapi die cool je so itu membuatkan aku rase lega sangat.. #thankyou  :))  so around 8 die dah sampai apartment aku.. then we move on g giant dekat seksyen 7, belakang uitm nie je.. die teman aku beli barang-barang yang masih tak cukup untuk buat triffle... discuss, comments and macam-macam la.. ada idea yang bernas tapi yang melawakkan lagi banyak.. comel sangat.. *tetibe teringat time diploma dulu.. bertapa masa banyak mengubah aku dan hubungan aku* wink wink.. after dah settle beli barang, die bawa aku makan dekat klang.. pas makan around 11 p.m. something, die hantar aku balik... actually aku kesian sangat kat die.. *sorry awak* pas balik tue terus masuk dapur and mulakan tugas untuk siapkan triffle... fone pulak letak dalam beg so tak sedar die text aku... around 2 pagi macam tue baru settle and baru aku noticed die punyer text.. heheheh~ *sorry again awak*  malam tue aku dah serba tak kene sebab risau triffle aku tak jadi, then takot je semut beratur minta nasi tambah.. hahahah~ so inilah hasil tangan aku yang tak seberapa... hehehe~ 

pandangan atas

 pandangan sisi

 pandangan sudut

triffle detail

pengakhiran

itu sahaja dari aku untuk entry triffle nie... 

special #thankyou untuk beloved amim and awak  :))

selamat menjamu selera.. 

#bighugs 

asked

i asked for the strength 

and Allah gave me difficulties to make me strong... 

i asked for wisdom 

and Allah gave me problems to solve... 

i asked for prosperity 

and Allah gave me brawn and brains to work... 

i asked for courage 

and Allah gave me dangers to overcome... 

i asked for patience 

and Allah placed me in situations where i was forced to wait... 

i asked for love 

and Allah gave me troubled people to help... 

i asked for favors 

and Allah gave me opportunities... 

i asked for everything so i could enjoy life... 

instead, He gave me life so i could enjoy everything... 

i received nothing i wanted, 

I received everything i needed... 

when we prays, 

Allah hears more than we says, 

answers more than we asks 

and gives more than we imagine... 

ksya w-day

cerita seminggu lepas yang akan tetap segar dalam diari zuha's family... perjalanan majlis yang dirasakan sangat panjang bermula dengan sabtu, 26 May 2012, majlis bacaan yassin di rumah... diteruskan dengan penghantaran pelamin dan khemah pada hari selasa.. pemasangan khemah pada rabu dan khamis... pemasangan pelamin pada rabu 30 May 2012... 

pelamin as ksya's request 

she wants simple and nice

majlis berinai keesokan harinya, khamis 31 May 2012... kami adik-beradik sibuk tadah tangan minta diukir sekali.. hahahah~ memeriahkan majlis... 

time ksya berinai with kak kasma (owner butik pengantin)

my family decide nak buat gotong-royong untuk majlis kawen ksya, baru meriah so hari khamis pagi dah start busy rumah aku... bole eratkan hubungan silaturrahim :)) bak kata pepatah, yang jauh didekatkan, yang dekat dieratkan... hehehe~ wink wink.. so khamis pagi dah start jiran-jiran datang rumah aku untuk buat preparation untuk masak-memasak nanti.. sedara-mara pula ada yang da sampai hari rabu petang... so rumah dah penuh start hari rabu actually.. bising dah macam pasar tapi happening sangat...

persiapan bunga telur 

perjalanan sebelum majlis besar, diluar rumah

syukur alhamdulillah my first sista selamat diijabkabulkan pada 1 June 2012, jumaat pagi dengan sekali lafaz... zuha's family decide buat akad nikah dirumah and a big congratulation dearest sista because she already become mrs.suffian :))

penyerahan mas kawen <3

malam after maghrib diteruskan dengan majlis khatam al-quran.. syukur alhamdulillah the whole sibling dapat join so kami semua adakan satu majlis untuk kelima-lima siblings. next, after isya' majlis doa selamat pula mengambil tempat di rumah...

permulaan majlis yang besar, sabtu 2 June 2012 seawal jam 4 pagi... gambar yang aku dapat tangkap memang la sangat cikit sebab aku ditugaskan di main entrance rumah wiff kyna, mr. and mrs. papa... so memang tak menyempat la tangan nie nak snap gambar kan.. pipi aku pula sampai naik cram sebab dari pagi sampai ke petang asyik senyum menyambut kedatangan para tetamu... syukur alhamdulillah, majlis yang berjalan agak lancar dan tetamu yang agak ramai  :)) 

gambar tetamu memang aku takde tp gambar aku ada la.. hahahaha~

petang hari setelah tetamu semakin kurang..

wiff pengantin, mr. and mrs. suffian

a big #thankyou untuk mereka-mereka yang turun padang and sama-sama senteng lengan baju untuk memeriahkan majlis dan meletihkan badan serta anggota badan yang lain... bertungkus-lumus bersama zuha's family members untuk melaksanakan ksya w-day... *tetamu yang jadi kakitangan majlis*

wiff bakal adik ipar, insyallah... abang's gegurl 

#bighugs for you, amim

kyna's boyfriend punyer gambar aku takde so

aku just state his nick name, wan dean

ksya's friend, sis yani

so here the only informal picture that i choose sepanjang perjalanan ksya w-day... we (zuha's family) as a reference untuk majlis nie so gambar memang xbanyak yang aku dapat tangkap.. al-maklumlah, kesibukkan yang menggunung tinggi sebagai ahli tuan rumah, kesana kesini memang la sangat-sangat tak hiraukan gambar.. insyallah, bile dapat gambar dari ksya's photographer, aku akan sambung entry nie...

till next post ya... have a nice day  :))

belated birthday

khamis malam keluar celebrate my another belated birthday.. *guling-giling happy* jam 8 malam, WNJ da sampai dekat baiduri.. terkekek-kekek aku keluar rumah, kelam kabut gile sebab cari wallet tak jumpe sebelum tue.. hehehe~ malam tue we guys g makan dekat area klang.. tak silap tempat tue dekat kuala kuantan, klang.. best sangat sebab tempat makan dia santai and relax.. not too formal.. *wink wink*

lepas makan malam around 10 p.m. we guys gerak balik then suddenly dapat offer untuk g uptown shah alam so aku pun on je la memandangkan awal lagi.. so we guys pun gerak g uptown dekat seksyen 24... ronda-ronda, pusing-pusing and jalan-jalan kejap dekat uptown.. tak shoping apa-apa pun cume beli satu pin tudung gambar bunga kaler putih.

then we guys gerak balik baiduri tapi on de way nak dekat sampai seksyen 2, jumpe plak mcd then pusing round the box, patah balik pergi mcd and drive-thru ice-cream... finally dapat jugak makan ice-cream.. hehehe~ sedap gilos.. #awesome sangat-sangat.. we guys gerak g padang shah alam and makan ice-cream dekat sane..  really #awesome belated birthday celebration...

till next post, see ya...

gadis's birthday

alhamdulillah, last tuesday 22 may aku dengan selamatnya menyambut ulangtahun kelahiran.. **senyum kura-kura**  #thankyou facebookers, twitteress, bloggers, family, friends and buat mereka-mereka yang sangat sudi meluangkan masa untuk wish birthday aku.... #bighugs  #thankyou jugak buat mereka yang hantar wish dekat fone and yang sewaktu dengannya.. jeng..jeng..jeng..  #thankyou buat mereka yang celebrate birthday aku and #thankyou for all the gifts.. very the super #awesome celebration..  terima kasih atas doa-doa yang kalian berikan dan semangat yang disampaikan.. insyallah, aku akan terus berusaha and may Allah bless all of you..  #fightingfighting..

wish aku untuk birthday aku kali ini tak la banyak macam sebelum nie.. lagipun aku sedar akan kemampuan aku and orang sekeliling aku.. #thankyou buat mereka yang berusaha untuk fulfill my wishes.. hehehe.. **super-duper happy** setiap yang kita nak tak mungkin kita akan dapat kesemuanya tapi at least kita berusaha.. **angguk kepala** walaupun orang kata, manusia itu tak sempurna tapi sedar or tak kita mampu melaksanakan walaupun tanpa orang yang menyokong kita.. hidup ini akan lebih bermakna bila kita mula menghargai and mula pandang ke hadapan.. ada beberapa wish yang aku dah delete dari kamus hidup aku and i just hope that if there is meant to me, it will comes back to me soon.. aku dah cukup berharap and berusaha, selebihnya aku berserah pada yang maha esa untuk perjalanan seterusnya.. semoga Allah memberikan yang terbaik untuk aku serta kuatkan hati aku.. sekarang aku hanya ada yang maha esa sebagai tempat aku meluahkan segalanya.. semoga aku terus tabah and kuat untuk mengharungi setiap yang mendatang.. be chill is what i'm doing everyday.. hidup ini hanya sekali so aku akan penuhkan hidup aku dengan perkara-perkara baru and perkara-perkara yang akan buat aku terus happy.. #thankyou kawan cause realize me..  btw, happy birthday...

spontaneous thursday # 20

wordless wednesday # 20

never

never treat some one like they're second best, 

never get less than 8 hours of rest, 

never tell someone that they mean nothing to you, 

never sue someone who doesn't deserve to be sued, 

never look in the past when your futures ahead, 

never check some one's pulse, 

and still mistake them for dead... 

never drink soda when you have plain water, 

never say that you don't care when you did, 

never trust anyone who isn't yourself, 

never push photos to the back of the shelf, 

and never believe that you can't measure up... 

never think it's empty when it's a full cup, 

never act selfish just when your mother's around, 

never expect for help when you're on the ground, 

and if there is anything you should never do, 

is pretend you don't like him when you love everything he do...

never regrets

sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, to teach you a lesson or help you figure out who you are and or who you want to become... you never know who these people may be but when you lock your eyes with them, you know at the very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way... sometime things will happen to you that may seem horrible, painful and unfair at first but in reflection you will find that without overcoming these obstacles,  you would have never realized your true potential, strength, will power, or even the heart... everything happens for reason and nothing happens by chance or by mean of good luck... illness, injury, sick, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of our soul... without this small test, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere... it would be safe and comfortable but dull, not attractive, colorless and utterly pointless... the people that you meet can affect your life, your success and downfalls you experience will help to create who you are and who you will become even the bad experiences are learned from... in fact, they are the most poignant ones... if someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart... if someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to many things... make everyday count, appreciate every moment and take from those moments as much as you could because you may never be able to experience it again... talk to people that you have never talked to before and  actually listen... let yourself fall in love again, break free and set your sights high... hold your head up because you have every right too... tell yourself that you are a great individual and believe in yourself... if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you... you can make your life anything as your wish..... create your own life, go out and live it with absolutely NO REGRETS... most importantly, if you love someone tell him because you NEVER know what tomorrow may have in store... learn a lesson in life in every day you live... tomorrow might never come...