having the other final week for MAY

JUNE will come soon and i don't prepare much

just sitting in the middle of my heart

listen to my blog melody and crying for everything...

i do great in my beautiful HARD TIME

watching myself fall 

been scold by you wiff ur SWEET words

and it hurt me deeply much

without notice that i am simply lucky gurl 

to have those words...

what the fake smile when it is time for show

on how i stand for the real stupid messy LIFE

hacking my own life wiff full of blame

and walking in my nightmare alone

without leaving a footsteps to others mind....

it doesn't EFFECT me much

but it hurt myself fuckin crazy
to go through on what i have simply got

and holding the empty lost way that i couldn't reach

when i can't find the way back...

people shouting and LAUGHING

what the sorrow sweet MEMORIES i need to keep

when i can't find myself in the darkness

when i lose principle of my own life

in order to complete OTHER life

without knowing i just been fooled...