days

it been 21 days since i left

and the beat keep running faster until now

i'm just sitting in front of this lappy

waiting waiting and keep waiting

watching the last picture taken

listen to last song he sing

remember his last eyes and face

the way he put me under comfort zone

wiff his personality and attitudes

i'm too miss...

the way he spoke to me, the way he smile

his eyes and his pretty face

remember our last breakfast together

the way we sitting and walking together

the way he smile and laugh

it reminds me everything

every little things

and i wake up 

wiff full hopes that something on my phone

but nothing going like that..

he not the last person i spoke or see

and he not the first person too when i awake from sleep

distance really make me exhausted

when i have to facing the truth

that i'm too weak and badly fall...