we

boy dat i  miss most

miss wen he call my name

wif deep means

soft and calm

one of my boy

in my life

my family too 

owiz make sure

dat i got de best..

be a gud frend

gud listener too..

care bout me

no mater how hard it is

wake up me

early in de moninQ

i like de way

he love me...

de way he hold me

de way he hug me...

love u brother..  ;)

miss u much..

papa

happy father day, papa

tengs foe all those tings 

u have done

from de start until now

sacrifices everyting

to make me happy

wake up early in de moning

be de family leader

guide and teach us bout life

give and take wat shud and not

protect and survived foe me

 

tengs foe all de support

de spirit too..

be my shoulder and my arm

wipe out my tears

wif all ur strength

care me wif all our heart

like little baby...

u noe how to makes me smile

wen i fall and fall again

owiz keep me laff

coz u noe how soft i am..

u noe wher de point

of my life begin..

he de best papa i ever had

treat me like a princess

noe wat i tink

noe wat i wanna

noe wat i means in my words

noe wen i hurt

noe wen i cry and sick

even all dis i neva say it

noting gonna changes dis love

and i love u much3...

love wif all my soul papa..

 

home

ah.. so tired today...

perjalanan yang panjang..
from KELANTAN
to IPOH

dengan bermacam karenah 

and ragam

tersangat la pening kepala..

DITAMBAH 

pula dengan

by de way, i'm soe happy..

sing dis song deeply

remember all de tings we wanted
now all our memories they’re haunted
we were owiz meant 

TO SAY GUDBYE

even wif our fists held high it 

neva would’ve worked out ryte
we were neva meant 

FOE DO OR DIE

i didn’t wanna us to burn out
  i didn’t come here to hold you

now i can’t stop
i want you to noe

dat it doesn’t matter
wher we take dis road 

someone’s gotta go
and i want you to noe

YOU COULDN'T HAVE
LOVED ME BETTER
but i want you to move on 

soe i’m already gone

lookin' at you makes it harder
but i noe dat you’ll find another
dat doesn’t owiz make 

you want to cry

started wif a perfect kiss then

we could feel de poison set in
PERFECT COULDN'T KEEP

DIS LOVE ALIVE

you noe dat i love u soe

I LOVE YOU ENAFF 

TO LET YOU GO 

i want you to noe

dat it doesn’t matter
wher we take dis road 

someone’s gotta go
and i want you to noe

you couldn’t hav loved me better
but i want you to move on 

soe i’m already gone

i’m already gone

already gone
you can’t make it feel ryte

wen you noe dat it’s wrong
i’m already gone

already gone
ther’s no moving on 

soe i’m already gone

already gone, already gone

already gone
already gone, already gone

already gone

yeah

remember all de tings we wanted
now all our memories they’re haunted
we were owiz meant 

to say goodbye

i want you to noe

dat it doesn’t matter
wher we take dis road 

someONE’s GOTta GO
and i want you to noe

you couldn’t have loved me better
  but i want you to move on 

soe i’m already gone

i’m already gone

already gone
you can’t make it feel rite

wen you noe dat it’s wrong
i’m already gone

already gone
ther’s no movin' on 

so i’m already gone

hopin'

d'sini aku masih sendiri
merenungi hari-hari sepi
aku tanpamu 

masih tanpamu
bila esok hari datang lagi
'ku coba hadapi semua ini
meski tanpamu oouuuhhh

meski tanpamu

bila aku dapat bintang yang berpijar
mentari yang tenang bersamaku disini
ku dapat tertawa menangis merenung
d'tempat ini aku bertahan 

suara dengarkanlah aku
apa khabarnya PUJAAN HATIKU
aku d'sini menunggunya

masih berharap

d'dalam hatinya

suara dengarkanlah aku
apakah aku slaloo dihatinya
aku d'sini menunggunya
masih berharap

d'dalam hatinya

dan 'ku masih tetap disini
ku lewati semua yang terjadi
AKU MENUNGGUMU

aku menunggu..

 

p/s: dedicated to HIM yang berada jaoh dari gadyz..

malam ini

MALAM ini..

sunyi tanpa bunyi mesage..

senyap tanpa khaba berita...

suram tanpa kerdipan bintang...

gelap tanpa cahaya bulan...

MALAM ini..

akan berlalu seperti malam esok..

akan sama saperti malam lusa..

akan pergi seperti malam yang akan datang

sunyi senyap tanpa kata...

MALAM ini

akan tiba tuk malam esok

jiwa rase kekosongan teramat..

seperti tiada cahaya...

separuh mati aku laluinya..

perit payah lelah dan penat..

jiwa rase kekosongan..

 

 MALAM ini..

akan kah rasa ini pergi??

bilakah masanya nanti???

kuatkah aku tuk harungi????

matangkah aku tuk memahami?????

rase seperti tin kosong

yang berselerakan di hujung jalan

ke sana dan ke sini tanpa arah..

MALAM ini...

tanpa teman berbicara..

tanpa kata sebuah cerita...

tanpa huruf untuk titik nokhtah...

MALAM ini..

aku di sini..

termenung di birai katil..

cube mentafsir hari esok..

cuba meneka yang akan datang..

cube bermonolog perkara seterusnya...

cube memikir agenda yang menanti...

dan MALAM ini..

aku berlari lagi..

mengejar, mencari, menanti...

menangis sekuat hati..

bila ku sedari dye jaoh dari sisi..

bertapa aku lemah sendiri...

dan aku terlalu merindoooi..

hari yang membosankan

like de day before..

oh god, goin craziez...

my hubby?? 

he busy wif his training..

training.. training.. and training..

and i???

still waitin' foe him..  ;)

i like dis...

sayang, love u banyak3...

today xtivity..

wake up foe de morning call..

urrrgghhh... and smile wen i see his pictcha..

long time not see u sayang..

afta dat, make sure my room looks great..

everytin' must tidy..

follow by wash up my body...

my stomach start to sing..

so breakfast is de next station...

makan kat luar jer..

my dad and  mom keje la..

goin to ipoh, order a new spectacle

foe my youngest brother..

back to home and lepak2 suda...

hari nie sihat dari hari2 sebelomnyer

badan pun rase kuat cikit..

cume still xsedap badan jer..

hubby, i miss u...

miss much much much and much la..

so decide to go foe de shopping..

prepare myself as simple as well..

goin by myself, no partner..

teringat kat my hubby..

u not here accompany me dear..  ;(

and ride to shopping complex...

stuff have been chosen are:

i. a pair of shoes

ii. a bag

iii. one casual dress

iv. one t-shirt

v. one black jeans

vi. a bottle of perfium

*sponsored by my mom..

mama, tengs ya belanje..

sayangs mama...   ;)

a new changes have been made are:

i.  new hair cut but still long hair

ii. new spectacles