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suke-suke

Title tag : i like

Instruction : once you are tagged, answer all the questions honestly.

Person who tagged : curi dari miss sara ;))

Starting time : 09.52 am

Name : gadyz

Full name : Siti Nur Hidayah

Sibling(s) : 5

eye colour : brown black

Shoe size : 6/7/

Hair : messy

Height : 160 sumting

What are you wearing right now : baju kurung

Where do you live : home

Favourite number : 8

Favourite drink : air panas

Favourite month : february, march and may

Favourite breakfast : roti bakar wiff cheese and soya beans

-Have you ever-

Broken a bone : nope

Been in a police car : once sebab abang polis tu tolong hantar saya balik umah sewa

Fallen for a guy/girl in a short period of time : suke-suke jer

Swam in the ocean : nop i guess

Fallen asleep in school : sometimes

Broken someone's heart : hahaha, maybe.. sumone guess fer me oke ;))

Cried when someone died : fer sure

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : ouh my routine oke...

Saved e-mails : fer important things only

-What-

Your room look like : simple, messy and everything ;))

What is right beside you : study notes

What is the last thing you ate : curry puff (dis morning)...

-Ever Had-

Chicken pox : in standard two

Sore throat : yup

Stitches : until dis time, no... ;))

-Do You-

Believe in love at first sight : nop...

Like picnics? : yes baby ;))

-Who-

Who did you last yell at? : my beloved hubby

Who was the last person you danced with? : my beloved hubby but it long time ago...

Who last made you smile? : chenta hati saya (baru jer lepas call)

-Final Questions-

What are you listening to right now? : footsteps

What did you do today? : siapkan notes, blogwalking and facebuq ;))

Are you the oldest? : no...

Indoors or outdoors? : both but prefer outdoors

-Last person who-

You talked to on the phone ? : my pretty little hubby

Made you cry? : my hubby ;))

You went to the mall with ? : my boyfie

Who cheered you up ? : my besties aween

-Have you-

Been to Mexico ? : never

Been to USA ? : never

-Random-

Have a crush on someone? : him...

What books are you reading right now? : readers digest

Best feeling in the world? : happy, smile, laff, love, cry, surprise, unpredicted, disappointed

Future kids name? : mesti ader huruf Q

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : all my bears (6 bears oke)

What's under your bed? : u give me de answer ;))

Favourite sport (s) : outdoor games

Favourite place : island

Who do you really hate? : ......

Do you have a job? : practical student

What time is it now? : 10.10 am

february 12, 2011

now bergelar practical student fer dis semester (final sem)

so working at record department since January 3rd, 2011

last week ader keje luar wiff marketing department..

at Muadzam and Chini..

and baru ari nie nak update..

hehhehe~

very nice trip

wiff cik kikin, abg adai, en.musa..

tenkiu people ;))

here some photos to share

all de pictures credit to cik kikin

** tenkiu yea cik kikin fer de pictures.. very nice ;))

tenkiu sya razali

tenkiu to sya razali kerana mengTAG si gadyz..

lama tak buat bende alah nie... ;))

Syarat-syarat untuk sertai GA ini :

1. Mesti ada blog

2. Follow dua blog penganjur GA ini, Pinky Momma & Pinky Momma contest blog

3. Letak banner kat atas tu dalam entri dan sidebar sekali.

4. Letak satu gambar saja yang pakai sunglass sama ada edit atau pun tidak.

5. Tag dua orang kawan sekurang-kurangnya.

6. Beritahu siapa yang tag anda kat penganjur GA sebab ada hadiah jugak untuk orang yang tag.

Due Date : 19 Mac 2011

fer dis contest
saya telah memilih gambar dbawah ;))

and now, i will tagged dis contest to you people

hayatul

sarah afiqah

have a nice day ;))

i'm de first person to stick my hand up and admit that i've made some wonderfully, gloriously damn mistakes in relationship... i've desperately hung on to "pathetically stalked" a year or so before i did, dat we neva suited fer anyting more serious than a whirlwind holiday romance... my biggest mistakes were de times i shud be more tender and onest... being a fool in relationship isn't just part of de deal, it is de deal... i make all colossal, glorious, heart-shredding blunders dat leave me crying at my pillow, little bear and best friend's shoulder... completely stuffing up then dusting myself off and trying again is de only way i learn and grow... instead, somehow tenkiu de weasel i fer cheating and de grateful to de jerk who hurt me badly... sat at de room, singing sad songs... i've found de one... so tenkiu you people wiff all my broken heart...

strong

a playlist running on my lappy... de music catch up my heart and soul.. i still feel de pain inside of myself.. de way of us not like before.. time passing through makes me feel jealous fer everyting dat cannot be mine.. many tings have change and me too.. i prefer stand as wat i am today because it teach me how to be strong.. tings makes me worst and exhausted fuckin damn.. walking at de beach makes me feel better wiff closed eyes and feel de world.. de really world of i am.. sound of de air makes me realize how wonderful my day even though it hurts me deeply much... watching people around, makes me act like a stranger to myself.. i recover dis and dat, put everyting as an important but it seem hard to see.. i can feel each drops of my tears, it is full of story.. you people can only say but to understand, just only me.. give me a clue so dat i will get de steps to move on... give me de strength and i will answering wiff no doubt wen everybody questioning... and i start feel de big hug of tired...

today

raining outside like my heart and it goes same way wiff same tone... it happen unpredicted and it come wiff unwelcome invitation... i remember dat fite, it owiss ther and haunted me eva... two-thirty AM until cannot be count, as everyting was slipping rite out of our hands... i'm crying and keep crying, braced myself fer de gudbye ‘cause dat’s all i’ve ever noe... i sit at de back in de room fer de tears have been made... i do upset and looked back... stand as a loser make me wat i am today, a brand new of me... you people are one of de reason... sincerely from my heart hard to find, its not exist anymore... they laffing wen i fall maybe happy too wen i away..

yes, i'm not gud enaff... bring big smile to you is not from me and tings dun came easily now..

i do

i do thing previously in backward direction.. i dun run but keep walking in slow motion. i do pretending and i do confusing too.. i'm smiling and crying at de same time.. i do laffing but i keep lying.. watever it is, i'm still standing and looking fer road.. i learn from past, i keep presenting and wondering fer future.. i do things by my own.. i take de risk fer my life so dat u cud not be de reason anymore.. people say wat supposed of i am wen i got nothing from de existing.. i neva stop even blocking you but i let you go fer de all reason.. i give everything you want and i dun expect fer return.. i keep searching wat de hell of i am fer not being as gud as you.. everything happen fer reason and i trust it.. de music keep playing.. de playlist still running..

single lady

its all about me.. come from myself.. it HURT ME so much wen i can't cope myself in de rite position.. people say wat de stupid i am but people neva noe wat de heart says and wat de feeling is all about.. i'm sori fer myself fer being too bad to you but they just can show up you by saying all words dat may stuck my head each seconds in my day.. de changes happen fer de spirit they give to you but not me.. wat de hell of myself wen i feel they much better than me and they get more attention than myself.. i'm shouting to my heart dat i can get out from all dis messy but i realize how it hurt me fuckin much wen I'M NOTHING without you.. PRETENDING doesn't owiss makes me happy but i keep wondering wat de reasons of all dis.. some things i dun show off fer reasons because de better still in you.. people shout to me: HEY SINGLE LADY, BE STRONG!!! and i just smiling and laffing to them.. wat de stupid damn of myself wen i noe i can't go through all dis even though i'm a gud actress.. and de started neva show me de end of dis... de promises dat i hold BURN me.. past thing happen doesn't make me happy at all.. de sad and being de bitch gurl was de big wonderfull day to me wiff no doubt.. i run over here and there, hide myself inside my feeling and walk away wiff all de lies and it doesn't work at all.. i really SORI fer MYSELF.. i let people judge me fer all reason of it so dat people can realize how bad i am as a gurlfrend.. i come fer ONCE and fer sure not twice.. i do mistakes again and over again.. perfection neva promise everything in return.. i push my heart to complete all de things so dat you will fine later.. to my mum, SORI MAMA fer de tears i gave you.. tenkiu fer help me to be better even it is so hard, really hard.. put myself in dis place really exhausted me..

wishing having a LUCKY life foreva..

new year award

tengs ya sya fer dis award...

1) adakah anda sudah follow sya razali?

fer sure YES.. FOLLOW U DEAR

2) apakah azam 2011 awak ??? Berikan 3 azam...

SORRY BUT IT IS GONNA BE A SECRET

BY DE WAY, WISHING MORE BETTER THAN BEFORE WIFF

LAFF, SMILE, CRY, HAPPY, SAD, SHOUT, RUN,

LOVE AND BE LOVED

3) apakah awak akan still couple/akan couple dgn org tuh 2011 ni???

HE DE BEST EVA MEN IN MY LIFE..

INSYALLAH HINGGA KE AKHIR HAYAT

AMIIINNNN ;))

4) apa perasaan awak tentang umur awak yg smakin TUA ??!!

I'M SO HAPPY WIFF DIS NUMBER

EVEN QUITE BIG NUMBER FER ME

EXCITED TO BE A BIG GURL

5) Tag 5 org yg awak syg/blog yg awak rase cntik....

follow you back award

my first award i received in 2011

permualaan yang sangat baik..

wanna say tengs to

si daun ceri

fer giving me dis award..

i feel really awesome ;))

1. UCAPAN

tengs kepada si daun ceri yang menghadiahkan saya award nie..

memang la xnampak bentuk award

dan hanyalah sekeping gambar

tapi ia memberi erti sebagai seorang blogger..

tengs so much ya FRIEND

2. EMPAT CIRI LELAKI/WANITA IDAMAN

UNTUK DIJADIKAN HUSBAND/WIFE

setiap orang ingin memiliki seorang pasangan

yang akan menyempurnakan hari-hari kita dengan kasih sayang..

menjaga kita dan menghormati kita

sebagai seorang isteri selain membimbing kita ke jalan yang betul..

bahkan setiap orang itu inginkan pasangan

yang bertanggungjawab, mampu memberi kebahagiaan,

kuat didikan agama, romantis dan banyak lagi..

namun, jodoh dan pertemuan itu ditangan ALLAH..

semoga setiap yang dianugerahkan merupakan perkara terbaik

untuk kita milikik, jaga dan pelihara..

3. SATU TIPS UNTUK KEKALKAN HUBUNGAN

DENGAN PASANGAN

paling utama ialah percaya pada diri sendiri

kerana itu yang saya belajar dari permulaan hubungan

sehingga sekarang..

4. PERNAH JUMPA DOA PENDEKAT JODOH/PUTUS CINTA

tak pernah seumur hidup.. ader ker doa 2??

5. 10 LINK

have a nice day readers ;))

one year

peeps, happy new year

semoga tahun baru hadir bersama azam baru

dengan semangat yang lebih kuat

kekuatan yang lebih teguh..

belajar dan mengajar adalah proses kehidupan

jadikan yang berlaku sebagai pengajaran

yang lepas kan tetap berlalu

yang mendatang hadapi dengan semangat yang baru...

2010, u owiss a part of my life

2011, let begin wiff sumting meaningful ya ;))

sempena new year nie

genap setahun bergelar blogger

happy besday to my blog

sedar tak sedar suda lama berjinak dalam dunia nie

walaupun baru setahun

tapi perjalanan tetap banyak mengajar

tapi xde la pakar sangat

setakat nak conteng-conteng bagi semak blog nie

i dun have any probs to do it ;))

LET BEGIN

NEW CHAPTER

NEW STORY & NEW FAIRYTALE