'when' things


things makes me happy without hardly even noticing it:
when the traffic lamp changes to green after a long time. 
when there is no line at the McDonald's counter. 
when i can have picnic and awesome waterfall. 
when i smell good after shower. 
when i go into starbucks and smell my favy great coffee. 
when i can dance and keep dance especially in rainy day. 
when the radio plays my favy song. 
when i lay into my bed and feel like the day is finally over. 
when the alarm clock rings and i notice it's actually weekend. 
when i can stay up late because i'm free the next day. 
when i've got nothing to do but surfing internet. 
when i notice there is only 10 more days until my birthday.
when i got surprise from you. 
when i get a hot drink and beautiful ice-cream. 
when my feet touches sand and eyes meet the sky. 
when my body starts to move for the rhythm of the song. 
when i got the last macau egg tart. 
when i'm feel the warmth and comfortable. 
when i finally find out what to do on a boring afternoon. 
when i wake up and it's sunny outside. 
when i go through my old pictures 
and remember all those things that happened in the past.



little girl

i'm just a little girl 
who wants what she can't have 
who dreams for too much 
who falls for the bad boys 
who speak and tells 
who cries too often 
who eats, eats and eats 
who longs to be loved 
who doesn't see the beauty in herself 
who laughs at things that happened yesterday 
who hides her feelings 
who cares what people think of her 
who believes in others more than herself 
who is looking for her place in this world...



simple letters

life 
4 simple letters, yet so complicated 
beauty 
6 simple letters, yet so hard to see
love 
4 simple letters, yet so confusing 
destiny 
7 simple letters, yet so unpredictable 
feelings 
8 simple letters, yet so unexplainable 
words 
5 simple letters, yet there aren't enough to express 
regrets 
6 simple letters, yet they never seem to disappear 
silence 
7 simple letters, yet it can be so loud 
time 
4 simple letters, yet there is never enough 
sadness 
7 simple letters, yet it lingers everywhere 
pain 
4 simple letters, yet it takes so long to heal 
mistakes 
8 simple letters, yet they can never be erased 



give and gain

what is life about???
it's about giving something... 
the more you give, the more you gain...  
it's about leaving behind... 
a tiny bit better place for our future generations... 
you shouldn't look behind 
because yesterday is already gone... 
you shouldn't look ahead 
because tomorrow may never come... 
in the end life is only about trying to live up 
 to your full potential at this very moment 
because if you waste this moment missing the past 
or staring at the future, 
one day you will wake up feeling sorry... 
one day you will realize that 
you lost the moon while counting the stars... 
 that you lost what you had 
while trying to reach out to what you didn't have...  




whispered

have you wondered which hurts the most??? 
saying something and wishing you hadn't??? 
or saying nothing and wishing you had??? 
i guess the most important things are the hardest things to say... 
don't be afraid to tell someone that you love them... 
if you do, they might break your heart... 
if you don't, you might break theirs... 

have you ever decides not to become taken 
because you were so afraid 
of losing what you already had with that person??? 
your  heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't... 
you can't tell your heart what to do... 
it does it on its own... 
when you least suspect it or even when you don't want it to... 
have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had 
but that other person was too afraid to let you??? 

too many of us stay walled up 
because we are too afraid to care too much... 
for fear that the other person does not care as much or even at all... 
have you ever denied your feelings for someone 
because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle??? 

we tell lies when we are afraid... 
afraid of what we don't know... 
afraid of what others will think... 
afraid of what will be found out about us... 
afraid of what will be found out later... 
but every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger... 
life is all about risks and it requires you to jump... 
don't be a person who has to look back 
and wonder what they would have done or could have had... 

what you would do if
every time you fell in love you had to say good bye???
what would you do if
every time you wanted someone they would never be there???
what would you do if
your best friend died tomorrow 
and you never get to tell them how you felt???
would you do if
you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them???
what would you do if
you never got the chance to say i am friends with all of my family
and they know i love them???
people live but people die...

if you died tomorrow, you would be in my heart...
would i be in yours???
if you care about me
as much as i care about you, 
you will stay and send this back...

we might be best friends for one year,
pretty good friends the next year,
don't talk that often the next
and don't want to talk at all the year after that...
so i just wanted to say,
even if i never talk to you again in my life,
you are special to me
and you have made a difference in my life...

i look up to you, respect you,
truly cherish you, most of all i care about you...



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