expect

i'm not a complicated gurlfwend 

i dun expect u to text me 24/7

i dun expect u to call me every day

i dun expect u 

to put me in front of ur boys

i dun expect u to ditch 

all your girl best friends for me

i dun expect u to surprise me wiff roses

i dun expect u to buy me 

de world on my burffday

i dun expect u 

to owiss agree wiff wat i say

i dun expect u to pay for everytin

i dun expect u to go out of ur way 

and buy all de tings dat i mention i wanna

i dun expect u 

to put me over ur family

i dun expect u to brag bout me 

to all ur fwends

i dun  expect u to believe 

i’m de best gurlfwend in de whole world

i dun expect u to neva mention 

a hot girl in front of me

i dun expect u to alredy noe wat i want

i dun expect u to neva be mad at me

i just expect u to be trustworthy

to trust me

to neva take me for granted 

like i won’t take u for granted

to owiss be real wiff me

to keep equality between us

and to love me..

dats all

hope

i certainly hope

dat my stars power

can bump dis

hearin' all de way up to

words

kebenaran sebuah kata

walaupun ianya semudah 1, 2, 3..

tapi maksudnya 1001 rahsia..

kasih yang terlalu kuat

rasa yang terlalu mendalam

sayang yang tinggi mengunung

tak mungkin hilang dengan satu kerdipan mata

tak mungkin terpadam dengan sebuah luahan rasa

tak mungkin kan pergi bersama air mata

love take courage

namun disebaliknya

terdapat pegangan yang sangat rapuh

yang bisa menjatuhkan

yang akan mengoyahkan

bila jalan lurus mule menyediakan simpang

tatkala itu pilihan harus dibuat..

setiap yang datang pasti ada hikmahnya

setiap yang pergi ada rahmatnya..

pilihan yang ada sekarang 

pilihan terbaik untuk selamanya..

insyallah..

hey dude..

tengs ya lover  <3

keepin de promises

pray de best for us  ;))

tings dat i miss

addicted to heels..

walaupun suda tinggi tetapi masih pakai heels yang tinggi

pantang jumpe mesti nak beli..

hampir setiap bulan ader heels yang baru

tapi skunk xde da..

biler terpandang jer heels, dapat pegang jer..

bukan xmampu nak beli..

maybe len kali..

teringin sangat2 nak pakai heels...

macam dulu..

biler tengok orang len boley pakai heels..

rase seronoknyer.. best gilew..

at least ader orang boley pakai heels..

walaupun bukan saya  ;))

sumtime sedey pun ader...

nanti nak pakai heels lagi..

macam dulu..

loves heels so much...

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i miss my old tyme shopping

wiff my shopoholic gurl...

every week mesti kua shopping

klu xshopping kua jalan2..

g sane, g sni..

lepak sane lepak sni....

miss my old frend 

ouh happy wiff de gurls...

ouh gurl..

miss u'oll so much

they make my day colorful..

bring me smile and laff wiff a lot of stories

girl dat i love most among others..

teach me wat life it is...

wiff all her experiences..

hey auntie, love ya  ;))

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my classmates yang suda lame xjumpe

rindoo dengan zaman persekolahan....

rindoo untuk beruniform dan kene leter

rindoo untuk ke lab ber"experiment"

rindoo nak beratur ramai2 dekat dataran

nyanyi lagu sekolah dan negaraku..

rindoo kene marah ngan cikgu

wiff chemistry teacher, pn.norizan

wiff ustaz amirul, guru kelas

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to be continue...

setahun hanya sekali

ramadhan suda pergi..

semoga jumpe lagi ya taon depan...

i'm gonna miss u RAMADHAN..

syawal suda tiba...

ouh, i'm glad u here SYAWAL...

RAMADHAN, tengs ya 

sebab hantar SYAWAL

dekat saya...

satu pagi dhari raya...

bersama MEREKA 

di hari LEBARAN

selamat hari raya 

mohon maaf ya buat semua..

thinkin'

picture perfect memories

 scattered all around the floor

reaching for the phone cause

i can't fight it any more

and i wonder if i ever cross your mind

for me it happens all the time...

it's a quarter after one

 i'm all alone

and i need you now...

i said i wouldn't call

but i lost all control

and i need you now...

and i don't know how

 i can do without

 i just need you now…

another shot of whiskey

 can't stop looking at the door

wishing you'd come sweeping

in the way you did before

and i wonder if I ever cross your mind

for me it happens all the time...

it's a quarter after one

 i'm a little drunk

and i need you now...

i said i wouldn't call

but i lost all control

and i need you now.

and i don't know how

 i can do without

 i just need you now…

i guess i'd rather hurt

than feel nothing 

at all...

i just need you now.

ouh baby i need you now...

foe de rest of my life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know...
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
And there's a couple words I want to say...

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you

loving you...
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I

I`ll be there for you...

I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together eternally
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
And theres a couple word I want to say

I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally

I know that deep in my heart..

a week before ramadhan leave

second day fastin wif my family..

and i'm happy here

wiff them..

together we as a family..

do many tings today..

yesterday out wiff de siblings...

kyna, me, akhmal and hakim..

cari baju rayer foe de two little boy..

penat memusing ..

ke sana sini..

kejap ader kaler tapi xde size..

kejap ader size tapi wane lak xmatch..

traffic jam jangan cakap la..

sesak sana sini..

nak gerak, adoiyai...

faham-faham sendiri la..

by de way, my 1st sis are not here..

she need to work foe a few days

before the eid comes..

dun wury sis, we here waitin foe u keyh..

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my second day fastin without him

wah, very different

normally he wake me up

and fastin break wiff him too

but now, we are in our hometown

waitin foe de eid come..

ouh dear, nak rindoo boley??