the date

the date is coming

and i cry again even i wipe the tears...

even though i stop counting from the beginning,

but i still can't run and always waiting...

36 months, 1,095 days,  26, 280 hours

i pass with full of blessing from ALLAH...

syukur alhamdullilah di atas rahmat dan limpah kasih sayangNYA...

i'm not making any surprise or any party to celebrate it..

i just make it in my small tiny heart only,

between me and a part of my feeling,
because i know you don't remember like i do...
i'm fine.. really fine...

as long i hold the trust and love, 

i knew that i can keep going through all this....

sometime love seems like hide-and-seek,

but even if you can't see your loved one,

your heart will always call out him...

that's why no one remains a seeker forever because

love always finds a way...

i don't have a reason for missing someone

i hope this is the best walk to remember ever...

**jika diberikan pilihan, 

i wish you would not remember this 

and i wish you don't get too excited with this 

as  much you makes for your friend celebration...